After we have lived our
Lives, as we approach
Death, it is common to
Reexamine how our life went.
Did we live a successful life?
The end of life offers a unique
Opportunity to do this, because
At this time, the Ego (Self)
Loosens its influence on us,
And the Spirit becomes our
Predominant reviewer.
At this point in the cycle
Of life, it no longer matters
How much money we made,
The size of the house we
Lived in, the job we had,
Or anything else associated
With success, as dictated in
The world by the Ego.
We are all finally equal now
And we judge our success
Through a different prism:
That of the Spirit.
When we review our lives,
What we had thought was
Success often holds a
Different meaning now.
It is at this time, especially
During the last few days
Of our life, we come to the
Realization what we thought
Was important, really was not.
All the material things we
Accumulated, friends we had,
Places we visited, jobs we
Worked, amount of money
We made, or any other
Comparison you can think
Of, which belongs in the
world in which we had
Lived, becomes meaningless.
It is at that moment, the moment
Where the Ego has minimal control
Over our actions and decisions,
The true meaning of life
Finally becomes evident.
It is then, despite how strongly
The Ego may have influenced
Our life before, the opportunity
To view our life in a
Different way presents itself.
At this time in our life,
Primarily viewing our lives
Through the eyes of our Spirit,
We may find we have many regrets.
We begin to understand the selfish
Pleasures in the world we had
Sought were not very important.
As death becomes evident,
We finally realize none of that matters.
When we die, unless our culture
Is like that of the ancient Egyptians,
Our body will be buried or cremated
And nothing we accumulated during
Our lifetime will accompany us.
Our body will then be placed
In a coffin or urn, just like
Every other person who dies,
Regardless of their stature or
Their lifetime accomplishments.
At that moment, just before
We die, we finally understand
We truly are all equal.
No one was ever better than another.
Race, money, prestige no longer matter.
As we get closer to our death,
It becomes evident the path
The Ego had us follow to find
Success and happiness may have not
Been the right path after all.
The fear, hatred, and prejudice
We once felt are no longer
Important to us, not because
We are going to die, but
Because it never did matter.
-Ken Luball-